God, I'm Sorry

(album: Penitentiary Chances - 2016)

C Rhythm [?]

First off, I wanna apologize for every time I made my mama cry
All the nights she protected me from homicide
All the bad names I called you when you blink in the [?]
Bless me over and over again
The more he bless me, the more I will sin, uh bruh
Guess I was moving too fast in the wind
You got tired and put my ass in the pen
Now I'm looking at the past, thinking bout the future
Asking for another chance if the feeling's mutual
Protect me in the streets when the times got crucial
When niggas slung on you made me blind to the shooters
And I'm all alone and I'm calling on you daily
Asking for forgiveness and I'm asking you to save me
Protect my old lady, don't stress my T lady
You and I know how much I miss my seven babies
Hey God, I'm sorry but I was living crazy
Blinded by my wealth and I swear to you I was lazy
So you touched my health and you gave me a sickness
Got it when I start selling and I wasn't born with it
That's why I feel that way
So what I'm saying, I'm keeping it real today
And I hope you understand and I'll be healed today
I know you hear me when I cry to you
I quit it, ain't fucking with it, I know you hurt when I lie to you

I'm sorry
I see why you chained me
I see why you angry
I see why I'm locked down
Look what I got now
Not too many too call on
I feel like it's all gone
But God, I'm sorry (sorry, sorry)
I see why you chained me
I see why you angry
I see why I'm locked down
Look what I got now
Not too many too call on
I feel like it's all gone

And I was lost in the whirlwind, now I'm sorry
Five different baby mamas should've been O'Malley
Staying up all night, smoking purp' for hours
Can't even get my ass up for church a couple hours
Doing all kinds of shit, beefing with the enemy
In and out the hospital on that strong lean
Looking at the phone ring, knowing it's my AT
Knowing that she tryna pray for me but I don't accept it
Now I'm selfish, not to others, but myself
Cause I'm feeling like nobody knows my struggle, just my wealth
But that was then and this is now
And if you give me another chance
God, man I promise I'm a make you proud

I'm sorry
I see why you chained me
I see why you angry
I see why I'm locked down
Look what I got now
Not too many too call on
I feel like it's all gone
And God, I'm sorry (sorry, sorry)
I see why you angry
I see why you angry
I see why I'm locked down
Look what I got now
Not too many too call on
I feel like it's all gone

God, I'm sorry
This is my story, my story, look here
Lord, I'm Corey and this is my story
See what mama told me, papa didn't show me
Cause he was a street dude, and just into preludes
Say he was gon' save who? That's why I created you
Nobody debating you, I fall on my knees now
I know you created me but I'm hated by street cops
I'm just trying to get mine but they won't let me
See where I live at there's nothing like heaven
Cause one day the setback, my future is destined
But I got a question, do you see Kevin?
I miss my brethren and maybe I'm hopeless
Got too many sins or I'm too deep in this dope shit
Stay high just to cope with, my life is so open
It's too late for choking but I gotta keep smoking
If you all out of tokens, just send for my soul
Just remember I'm sorry but this world is so cold

World is so cold, cold
C Rhythm [?]
World is so cold, cold