Sedated

(album: Reality Bites - 2018)

Maybe I'm a rebel
Maybe I don't wanna settle
Maybe I don't [?]
Maybe I'm the one that has it
Maybe lovers [?]
But maybe it's confusing
Maybe I'm tired of losing

All I really want is to love and not to feel
Can't take a broken heart so I guess I'm staying here
All I really want is to love and not to feel
Is to love and not to feel

So I'm intoxicated
Tryna stay sedated
Always end up feeling
Baby that's the reason
Why I'm scared of [?]

People try to tell me
That I gotta [?]
But the truth ain't always pretty
Some things are better left unspoken
I could try to make it better
But I know you won't believe it
How could you know the difference
If you were never seeing it

All I really want is to love and not to feel
Can't take a broken heart so I guess I'm staying here
All I really want is to love and not to feel
Is to love and not to feel

So I'm intoxicated
Tryna stay sedated
Always end up feeling
Baby that's the reason
Why I'm scared of [?]

[?]
And I like it
[?]
And I will fight it
Will I still be me
Will I still be free
What if I fall

So I'm intoxicated
Tryna stay sedated
Always end up feeling
Baby that's the reason
Why I'm scared of [?]