Habit

(album: The Vault - 2019)

It's not enough to give you up
To fight the urge to call your bluff
When you're in my head and you know me
Better than I know myself

You prey upon my hopes and fears
You fill a void with the insincere
I could say goodbye but this habit won't die
And I'm in your grip

Lie to me
Tell me everything's okay
If I believe
Will you go away?

I try to break you but I always lose
The one thing I hated but I hold onto
My curse, no matter what I do
The habit always finds me
The habit always finds me

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

I crawled through dirt to take the hurt
Life on the line just to prove my worth
But it's all a game just to keep me
Hanging on your every word

So lie to me
Tell me everything's okay
If I believe
Will you go away?

I try to break you but I always lose
The one thing I hated but I hold onto
My curse, no matter what I do
The habit always finds me
The habit always finds me

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)

I try to break you but I always lose
The one thing I hated but I hold onto
My curse, no matter what I do
The habit always finds me
The habit always finds me

(Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh)