Who Cares?

(album: Paradise - 2017)

I've got bad jokes just to pass the time
In social settings but I'm dead inside
I'm not sure what you want from me at all
Who cares who cares
I blame dad for everything
Or lack thereof and honestly
I've never learned to love myself at all
Who cares who cares
This is misery or somewhere in between

Drowning sinking now
Head beneath the water can you pull me out
Or just leave me I'm sure I'll learn to swim
Who cares
I can fight against the current
Show the world who I am
On second thought I'd rather drown instead
I'd rather drown instead

I hear a laugh and I think the worst
My face is painted but my mind is cursed
Pick me apart and let me rot alone
Who cares who cares
I can fake a smile try to make you laugh
Distract you from my own train crash
Or maybe you could enjoy the show
Who cares who cares
This is misery or somewhere in between

Drowning sinking now
Head beneath the water can you pull me out
Or just leave me I'm sure I'll learn to swim
Who cares
I can fight against the current
Show the world who I am
On second thought I'd rather drown instead
I'd rather drown instead

Who cares who cares who cares

I'm drowning in misery
Sink or swim or somewhere in between
I'm drowning in misery
Sink or swim or somewhere in between

Drowning sinking now
Head beneath the water can you pull me out
Or just leave me I'm sure I'll learn to swim
Who cares
I can fight against the current
Show the world who I am
On second thought I'd rather drown instead
I'd rather drown
I'd rather drown
I'd rather drown instead