All By Yourself

(album: Ethos - 2022)

I've never been there before
Never knew if I had this one before
The messiah will call his father bluff
All the barns and the bridges will burn
You're over yourself, you're all by yourself

Oh, I'm thinking that you know, oh
Oh, I'm happy that you know
It's okay, they don't know that you know
It's alright, it's alright

It's hard to believe we all gonna die someday
It's kinda fucked up that you had to pick a Saturday
Fuck up my weekends now you really made it hard to pray
What's there to pray for, when on the real I could just die today
I sound ungrateful for all the crazy times you held my Back
I text you now and wait, but you don't text me back
How could we go through all the things that we supposed to
And you wouldn't be here to get it back, your passing made me antisocial
Fuck my vocals, making this song wouldn't bring my homey back
My brother my breathe, I said who made the track
You know them clowns, always around when you feeling down
Blood sucking anopheles, you leeches
What you want from me
You told me that, it was our time, and
I made something happen
Picture us laughing while we yapping on the phone
As time would pass and I'm thinking to myself
You should have taken the vaccine
They caught my homie lacking
Who would have thought I'd be back-tracking
When we should be stacking
Another funeral I'm trying be there for your brothers
I couldn't face your mother cos I feel I failed ya
I'm gonna miss while you gone
You left your brother all alone
How long we mourn
Life goes on

Oh I'm thinking about you
Oh I'm happy that you know
It's okay they don't know that you know
It's alright, it's alright