Mac-11 Heartbreak

(album: No Feelings - 2023)

Bussing out the back wit the mac
Bag a hoe put her face in my lap
Outer space we don't crash
Tippy toe out the back
Grab a blade grab a gat

Rolling off the x smoking gas
I play me when I'm motherfucking sad
This that confidence we don't brag
Imma off this shit quick flipping packs
Please don't bitch please don't flag
All these rappers a bitch and a half
They some actors
I ain't part of the cast
I'm-I'm just out for a bag (yeah)
Out for the cash waiting to crash
Hop in the slab and I dip
Pull up and bust off a clip
Play wit da pussy then suck on her tits
Jump on the track then I shit
Piss on the mic when I'm pissed
Lately these nights been a bitch
8th to the face then it's fixed
Snakes in the grass gotta clip

Gotta jump off the edge
Just to face my fear
I been holding my head
I want outta here
And these tears fall from my face
Release the pain
Swear to god if u was me you'd go insane
And these tears fall from my face
Release the pain
Swear to god if u was me you'd go insane

Comfortable in isolation
She done left I'm so vacant
Swear to god I can't take this
Put a mask on gonna fake it
Making up my problems
I can't solve 'em
Imma lock myself away
All these pills
Up in this bottle
Ain't gone make me fucking sane

Cycling through these medications
Not elated
I'm on the pavement
Grey a motherfucking waste of space
I'm so impatient
I berate myself
I hate myself
Ain't living bet it can't get worse
Try to hang myself
I wait around for the day
I get to leave this earth

All you motherfuckers get off of me
Don't talk to me I'm off the bean
Been laying here I'm pondering
This life and why it cost to breathe yeah

I'm locked in my head
Why the fuck is she here
Been glued to this bed
For a motherfucking year

If I stay at this pace
I just won't maintain
Swear to god if you was me you'd cut yo veins
If I stay at this pace
I just won't maintain
Swear to god if you was me you'd blow yo brain