Edge Of The Earth

Drugs are bad they told me
But I'm sick of being lonely
I'm sick of feeling down
So maybe getting high will cope it
I cut my wrist once. I loved the quick rush
I must've hit something. Blood is just gushing
Fuck a concussion. Head is just bumping
Back and forth to my favorite Kid Cudi
Sorry to drop the bomb on you
Sorry to let you down
It seems everybody's an angel till you tilt the angle
And their horns come out
Everyone's a saint down here
Nobody is safe from fear
I have felt this way for years
I could fill a lake with tears

Hanging on the edge of the earth
Oh, what a beautiful scene
Inside my head I'm the worst
Oh, what does beautiful mean?

"Riz, what's wrong? Why you sad?..
What you mad for? Everyone's here showing love..
Everyone's here giving cheers..
You're the hero. You're the one they all want!"
Nah, nah. No way. Nobody cared in the old days
I remember sitting wishing I was gonna get a couple listens from the kids but they won't play it
Nobody gave a shit. They hated it
But karma's got my back now
Everyday praying I would make it big
So I could wave and whisper "who's laughing now?"
Underneath the atmosphere
Nothing seems to happen here
I have nothing left to fear
Because a Loser doesn't ask for cheers

'Cause I'm hanging on the edge of the earth
Oh, what a beautiful scene
Inside my head I'm the worst
Oh, what does beautiful mean?
On the edge of the earth
Oh, what a beautiful scene
Inside my head I'm the worst
Oh, what does beautiful mean?