Big Deal

(album: Purple Haze 2 - 2019)

Like a bullet to my head
Like a fool I pretend
That it's on again, on again

Uh, yo
Michelle told me a story, man I felt her
Her dream's in the sky, but her life is in the cellar
Public assistance was been supposed to help her
She said Cam'ron (can't you hear me cryin')
I called section 8 like get my homie out the shelter
Gave her 50k, gave her a kiss, called her Bella
Invest it wisely, don't turn into Cinderella
I don't wanna you say, say (can't you hear me cryin')
Meanwhile, I'm in Margielas, I'm spinning like some propellers
And everybody is jealous because I'm flyer than Delta
But to get here, I pass a note to a teller
Pulled the swammy out , Killa!
And I was lying, when? Come on, try again
Even the skit's real, cousin Bang did a 5 to 10
Could be on the beach, instead he's in the lion's den
He'll never say (can't you hear me cryin'), yes

'Cause I am a big deal
They-they-they-they say I got it
I smile 'cause I have to
But Hud 6 (can't you hear me cryin')
'Cause I am a big deal, what they say?
They-they-they-they say I got it
I smile 'cause I have to
But Bloodshed (can't you hear me cryin')

Uh, uh
Listen here girl, I know not what the drama 'bout
Drama, that's when the Feds pull up to momma house
Turned her back, slam the door, homie what ya momma 'bout?
Sometime I got shot (can't you hear me cryin')
Brain started to shift when Rakim made Mahogany
When I decided I had a problem with poverty
Prophecy, thinking homicide but still logically
Now, stars in the car, the ceiling on astrology
I ain't have a dollar B, I'm lucky Toy acknowledged me
This around the time the Wu had me wearing wallabes
Said, "You the one Cam", said, "Yeah I gotta be
Now I'm a father B" (can't you hear me cryin')
Y'all don't bother me
I do this for the castaways, those moving a pack a day
Don't gotta be a bag of yay', you could be shipping hats away
If you ain't tryna get it, go-that-a-way
That's why I had to say (can't you hear me cryin')

'Cause I am a big deal
They-they-they-they say I got it
I smile 'cause I have to
But Hud 6 (can't you hear me cryin')
'Cause I am a big deal, what they say?
They-they-they-they say I got it
I smile 'cause I have to
But Bloodshed (can't you hear me cryin')

Uh, uh huh
Uh, uh, uh, what they say?
But Hud 6 (can't you hear me cryin')
But Bloodshed, uh, uh