Why Am I Anxious

(album: Artificial Intelligence - 2021)

I just woke up, should I drink water and stretch? (No, no)
I'm gonna drink three cups of coffees
And smoke a cigarette instead
And then I'll go on social media until it's dinner time
Yeah, smoke some weed and then I'll binge eat
Then I got a little time to complain online

I'm anxious
Why is God doing this to me?
Ooh, it's a mystery, what could it be?
Possibly it's all your apathy
Why am I anxious?
I would try to do anything
To make my life feel better
Except anything that makes my life feel better

Hey, baby, I'm self-aware
I got that Headspace app because I care
All the talk in the world don't mean shit
If just like this guy, you're a hypocrite
Who you calling hypocrite? I'm a fucking martyr
I've given up sugar and no milk products either
Still feel anxious, it's just not fair
For someone like me, so self-aware
You're not self-aware, you're a big dumb fuck
With a dumb fuck face, and now you're outta luck
If you're so smart, why am I sad?
Because twice a week, you get on the bags
Well, maybe it's that (It's definitely that)
Do I need more hugs? (Stop taking drugs)
I guess we'll never know for sure
Yes, we will, motherfucker, it's because

Why am I anxious?
You only sleep four hours a night
Ah, why am I anxious?
You never, ever eat right
Ah, that was rhetorical
Then why did you just post a photo of yourself
Without a shirt on and the caption "Can anybody tell me-"

Why am I anxious?
Why is God doing this to me?
Even though I ask, I don't want to know
I want to get better, but slow
Why am I anxious?
I know what's good for me
Except everything
Oh, I think that could be it

Anxious