Dead Boy (in my room)

(album: please put me in a medically induced coma - 2022)

I took you down
Down with me
And now you're gone
But I'm still me
I know it's selfish
I couldn't help it
Don't wanna do
This by myself

There's a dead boy in my room
He's turning cold, his lips are blue

We were strangers
We knew the dangers
We didn't care
All too familiar
I didn't think
It was a blur
You wanted me
I wanted her

I paint roses on your cheeks
And I pretend that you still speak to me
And you say this could've happened
To anyone, you're left having fun

There's a dead boy in my room
He's turning cold, his lips are blue
Don't leave me behind
Know it's too soon, what'd it go to?

We share a cigarette, I should've stayed in bed
We should've never met, I wish you kept your ten
It was a little much, you wanted just enough
To wake you up, forever stuck

Now you're always in my mind
I left you in the dark for someone else to find
I know it's all my fault, do I have a heart?
Know it's cold and black and it won't turn back

There's a dead boy in my room
He's turning cold, his lips are blue
Don't leave me behind
Know it's too soon, what'd it go to?