01.28

(album: Couch Dreams - 2017)

I need some real, I hate to see myself around you
After all this time
Right by my side, I can't believe that you in love (Are you?)
Are you, this ain't how it should be
I got some issues that I'm working on
We got some history, that ain't nothing long
I need some real, I hate to see myself around you
Do it all this isn't how it should be

I write this in a state of mind where time is lost
My heart exhausted, I ain't moving cautious
The drugs they ain't never helped me, with my problems
I bought a "A", moved to "A" just to get me started
They pray to God, I pray
I pray to God that I wake up in the morning
I could die today, I mean not that, that don't bother me
But I suffered through some losses
I don't care to speak
So fuck a hand-out and anybody ain't real with me (GO!)
Imma just curve on all that bullshit
I need people around me that is authentic
I could easily just admit that, I am bad at all this pretending
I need family, no new friendship
Couple niggas with me that's too deep
They been with me ever since '06, then my brothers' sue, I don't host it nah

I need some real, I hate to see myself around you
After all this time
Right by my side, I can't believe that you in love (Are you?)
Are you, this ain't how it should be
I got some issues that I'm working on
We got some history, that ain't nothing long
I need some real, I hate to see myself around you
Do it all this isn't how it should be