disappear

(album: all my boyfriends - 2020)

You kissed the note that I wrote
And slid it in your pocket like I'd never have to go
And I thought I knew everything
But I guess that any real love is bound to make you bleed
And you didn't wanna face it

You kissed me with everyone around
I thought "I guess I've done it"
I made my baby proud
But by Friday, you wouldn't even look at me
I guess that any real love isn't meant to last a week

And you didn't wanna face it
So we're never gonna face it
No, you don't wanna face it
So I'll never get to face it

And now I'm searching the party with our friends
But I don't wanna know what you're doing
Can I disappear?
And now I'm too drunk and I just miss your kiss again
Don't know if I can just be your friend
Can we get outta here?

Driving down a road I didn't know
You pointed out the places that reminded you of home
Listening to country in the cold
A shotgun lover dancing to a song I didn't know

And you didn't wanna face it
So we're never gonna face it
No, you don't wanna face it
So I'll never get to face it

And now I'm searching the party with our friends
But I don't wanna know what you're doing
Can I disappear?
And now I'm too drunk and I just miss your kiss again
Don't know if I can just be your friend
Can we get outta here?