Hard To Believe

(album: The Painful Art Of Letting Go - 2003)

It all seemed so pointless to say
the words are just walking away
your making this up as you go
holding my dreams to make them your own

it's not supposed to happen this way

a head full of thought needs a break
from all these mistakes that we made

spreading myself to thin

but I never found the words
words that you can see
words that could keep you with me
and I know you may find this hard to believe
somehow wherever you are

we just need to find some escape
when the best thing is walking away
but I'm holding you up as you go
taking my dreams and make them your own

it's not supposed to happen this way

but everyone here needs a break
from countless mistakes we all made

spreading myself to thin

but I never found the words
words that you can see
words that would keep you with me
and I know you may find this hard to believe
somehow wherever you are

but I never found the words
words that you can see
words that would keep you with me
and I know you may find this hard to believe
somehow wherever you are

I never found the words
words that you can see
words that would keep you with me
and I know you may find this hard to believe
wherever you are

all your lies and all your smiles
and all your friends are driving me wild
all your day and all your nights
and of those things we learn to dispise
if we breath in the night hold it inside
colors won't change with the blink of an eye
if we just find a way
just find a way to behave

but I never found the words