Crash

(album: Aftershock - 2022)

I'm half awake
I slept right through the fall and now it's Valentine's Day
And chocolate tastes like charcoal
It's time to take
Your photos off the wall and change your name in my phone
From 'Baby' to 'Don't drunk call'

Yeah, I spent months on end
Typing up texts that I never sent
So much left unsaid
Felt like it was gonna choke me dead

Now most nights I don't think of you
But sometimes
I gotta remind myself that

I miss you, but I don't miss us
'Cause apart we're great but together we suck
I'm sorry for the way it ended but ending it, baby, not so much
'Cause me and you weren't built to last
We were two fast cars on our way to crash
Into each other and, yeah, it sucks
I still miss you, but I don't miss us
(I still miss you, but I don't miss us)

And it took a while
But finally I feel like I can live with myself
Now I don't cry at parties
But still for some reason
I kinda want you to know how I'm feeling
I tell myself I got good intentions
But what's the best thing that comes from mentioning

I spent months on end
Typing up texts that I never sent
So much left unsaid
Felt like it was gonna choke me dead

Now most nights I don't think of you
But sometimes
I gotta remind myself that

I miss you, but I don't miss us
'Cause apart we're great but together we suck
I'm sorry for the way it ended but ending it, baby, not so much
'Cause me and you weren't built to last
We were two fast cars on our way to crash
Into each other and, yeah, it sucks
I still miss you, but I don't miss us

(I still miss you, but I don't miss us
I still miss you, but I don't miss us
Yeah, I still miss you, but I don't miss us
Oh, I still miss you, but I don't miss us)

Curly hair and emerald eyes
I miss feeling your hand in mine
Laughing at The Bachelorette
I miss pinning you to the bed
But there's some things that I don't miss
Like struggling to coexist
Have you been good?
Have you been well?
Have you found peace within yourself?

I miss you, but I don't miss us
'Cause apart we're great but together we suck
I'm sorry for the way it ended but ending it, baby, not so much
'Cause me and you weren't built to last
We were two fast cars on our way to crash
Into each other and, yeah, it sucks
I still miss you, but I don't miss us
(I still miss you, but I don't miss us)