Lost

(album: July Madness! - 2020)

Said I'm on the right track, but it feels so wrong (Uh)
I just need my life back, but I think that's gone
Yeah, look tell me would you fight back
If you knew it was a loss? (Yeah)
Or would you run away, stay ten feet away
When you talk to the boss

I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm feeling like I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm feeling like I'm lost

And no time for that, 'cause I

Make money I don't make friends
Catch flights now feels on the weekend
See, I'm swimming in the liquor in the deep end
Almost drowned from the amount that I was drinking
Is this shit real?
Feeling so buzzed, drunk, lost up in the sauce
I need some help, maybe I'll yell
Or I'll just sit in my room with myself, get a bottle and light up a joint
I'm right to the point, 'cause I'm trying to get higher than a mountainous point
I'm making a choice and you hate me for it, but
No love for the wicked, no time for the rhyme when I'm drinking
Got love for hoes on the weekend, got time for the work on the week day
"I don't want to talk to you"
Don't lie, I wanna walk with you by your side
I don't wanna be somebody like me
'Cause I'm lost when I'm without you

Said I'm on the right track, but it feels so wrong (Uh)
I just need my life back, but I think that's gone
Yeah, look tell me would you fight back
If you knew it was a loss? (Yeah)
Or would you run away, stay ten feet away
When you talk to the boss

I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm feeling like I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm feeling like I'm lost

And no time for that, 'cause I

Watch things from a distance, throw the bad shit way make decisions
I ain't tripping on my ex like a bitch bitch
Tell myself to man up when I did shit
This is the oaf, follow the motto
If only thing super about her is model
That girl is so stupid, she thought she could swallow
All of these rappers on tour for a follow
But never got it
She only got upset, for sending a drunk text
Back to her dumb ex, cuz she's too co-independent
Maybe she loves him, but he was a fuck head
Who only would fuck when wasn't around but her friend is
And she'd do it for the clout and a gram
And I can tell that she prolly getting mad at
Me, 'cause I wouldn't give in to the ways of a gold-digging lab rat
I got substance here, so you can't compare me to any other artist
Don't want the respect and the rest 'cause I know deep down I'm the hardest (Deep down I'm the hardest)

Said I'm on the right track, but it feels so wrong (Uh)
I just need my life back, but I think that's gone
Yeah, look tell me would you fight back
If you knew it was a loss? (Yeah)
Or would you run away, stay then feet away
When you talk to the boss

I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm feeling like I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm feeling like I'm lost

And no time for that, 'cause I