Ended Up In Arkansas

(album: Please Stop Breaking My Heart - 2023)

I first saw him on the 27th
Looked like he came straight from heaven
A couple words exchanged then suddenly I'm sitting in his kitchen
I guess I knew that he was crazy
I guess that I was just a baby
Ended up in Arkansas just crying cause he'd never date me

And now it's a little underwhelming
And I'm so tired of second guessing
My friends are telling me I need some help and I can't argue with them
Blame it on my mental issues
Cause I can't help but miss you
But when I really think about it I don't even want to be with you

I know I can't lose something I never had
I know that's it stupid but you're giving me a heart attack
I'm a little bit naive, yeah, I'll admit I've been addicted to the highs
But I think you're ruining my life
So it's time to say goodbye

Now I'm looking in the self help section
Cause I need some real direction
Looking back don't know why I gave you so much of my attention
Said you wanted to hang out
Then say you'd pray about it
I guess God told you not to talk to me cause I haven't heard a sound

I know I can't lose something I never had
I know that's it stupid but you're giving me a heart attack
I'm a little bit naive, yeah, I'll admit I've been addicted to the highs
But I think you're ruining my life
So it's time to say goodbye