Back Inside The Glass

(album: Underneath - 2020)

A twisted knife
A porcelain reflection
Where sorrys die
And my mind's the murder weapon
I know I could control it
But it's so consuming once it's in
A maniac in bilocation
Stretched in two different directions

Now I'm back inside the glass
And I know that the pain is coming
Now I'm back inside the glass
The regret has slithered into me
Now I'm back inside the glass
And I know that the pain is coming
Now I'm back inside the glass
Now I'm back to what I used to be

A manic in denial
A speculum injection
A parasite
It swims through my intestines
Outward appearance can be deceptive
In the process of dividing, designing
(Open the door)

Now I'm back inside the glass
And I know that the pain is coming
Now I'm back inside the glass
The regret has slithered into me
Now I'm back inside the glass
And I know that the pain is coming
Now I'm back inside the glass
Now I'm back

When the thing I tried to kill
In this redesign of self lives

Now I'm back inside the glass
And I know that the pain is coming
Now I'm back inside the glass
The regret has slithered into me

Slithering into me
Becoming designing
Slithering into me

Open up and let it back inside
Open up and let it back inside
Open up and let it back inside
Open up and let it back

Now I've got (refracting)
What I need (shimmering)
It's in me (suffering)