Fly Away

I'ma be okay no matter what they say
I'ma be okay no matter what they say

I'ma be okay no matter what they say
I handle what I'm dealing with and then I fly away
Board another plane just to view different place
But I am left with me and the reflection that I hate
I'ma be okay no matter what they say
I handle what I'm dealing with and then I fly away
I'm in my room alone planning my escape
And from all this pain and agony, look, I'm about to break

Okay, first thing's first, my generational curse
Should have me underneath this earth, decrepit, buried in dirt
Growing up silently, I never knew my worth
And my mind is yelling, cursing at me, driving me berserk
Music is my medicine, I swear to God, it works
'Cause anytime I'm feeling down, compose another verse
I found my purpose, I don't ever have to search
Unfortunately in my head is where these bad decisions lurk
My legs are aching as I'm asking for the nurse
Now everything is going wrong, but trust me, I have been through worse
I'm wide awake, full of coffee and alert
Now you can catch me praying in the basement of a church
Them [?] would really never quench a thirst
And I would never smile, I'd maybe crack a half a smirk
'Cause them drugs would have me stealing money out my mother's purse
See, I talk my past often, even though it hurts

I'ma be okay no matter what they say
I handle what I'm dealing with and then I fly away
Board another plane just to view different place
But I am left with me and the reflection that I hate
I'ma be okay no matter what they say
I handle what I'm dealing with and then I fly away
I'm in my room alone planning my escape
And from all this pain and agony, look, I'm about to break

Divulging secrets 'bout my life with no embellishment
I been rapping since Oxycontin was prevalent
My tenacity will prove I'm far from delicate
Militant maneuvers and the grin is always devilish
This microphone's the only weapon that I [?]
Another dream's reality now checking off the list
My hands are on my head as I'm screaming, I've had enough of this
My problems disappeared as I would chug another fifth
Drift into oblivion, was higher than a Ferris wheel
I got a style and an image you wouldn't care to steal
Attempting to hit a bullseye but the narrative will change
My [?] are so deep I'll leave my therapist in pain
[?] seeping through, I need better walls
You see, I'm tryna control the damage as I block the wrecking ball
I wanna share and build the love without letting it fall
But I have nothing left inside [?] nothing left at all

I'ma be okay no matter what they say
I handle what I'm dealing with and then I fly away
Board another plane just to view different place
But I am left with me and the reflection that I hate
I'ma be okay no matter what they say
I handle what I'm dealing with and then I fly away
I'm in my room alone planning my escape
And from all this pain and agony, look, I'm about to break