Borderline

I look past all the flashing lights
Drive through, ignore the warning signs
When things blow up I close my eyes
And shake it off as if it's justified

Wash the shame down with another drink
I get high, I don't wanna overthink
My body's shaking my head is weak
But I'm too afraid to leave
Life goes on, new day, same show
'Cause if I change I could feel more low
So I do another encore, one more
When it hurts the most

Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit that I'm, that I'm
Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight
Calling it quits when I gotta make up my mind, my mind
No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline

I'm in purgatory, middle of the story
Pulling back and forth from surrender and glory
All the pressure internally
It could very well be the death of me
Caught up in the middle, center of the limbo
Seeing through the shards of a broken window
If the looking glass disagrees
It could very well be the death of me

Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit that I'm, that I'm
Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight
Calling it quits when I gotta make up my mind, my mind
No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline

Calling it quit, I don't wanna admit
I'm too far gone but I'll never forget
What it feels like being young and dumb
Wondering who I'd become, I don't know man
Losing all ambition
The angel on my right, no I never listened
The voice in my left ear made the decisions
I'll pay the price now 'cause I get what I'm giving

Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit that I'm, that I'm
Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight
Calling it quits when I gotta make up my mind, my mind
No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline

I look past all the flashing lights (It could very well be the death of me)
Drive through, ignore the warning signs (It could very well be the death of me)
When things blow up I close my eyes (I'm left with what I am)
No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline