happy for you

(album: MISS SICK WORLD - 2021)

I see you killing it all over the internet
I still do the same shit, not that much different
I say, "I'm happy for you"
I say, "I'm happy for you"
You met her a month ago, now you're in Mexico
I'm stalking your pictures while I'm parked at a Texaco
I say, "I'm happy for you"
I say, "I'm happy for you"

But it still hurts when I'm alone
I miss your dog, I bet he's grown
When I got drunk, you'd drive me home
You love it though, wonder if you know

I wanna be wherever you are, it's hitting me hard
It's hitting me harder than I thought
I say, "I'm happy for you"
I'm not that happy for you
Faking a smile, falling apart, you're breaking my heart
It's hitting me harder than I thought
I say, "I'm happy for you"
I'm not that happy for you

Late night hits me all at once and it's hard
Suddenly I'm a kid scared of the dark
Won't you come and turn my lights on?
Won't you come and turn my lights on?

But it still hurts when I'm alone
I miss your dog, I bet he's grown
When I got drunk, you'd drive me home
You love it though, wonder if you know

I wanna be wherever you are, it's hitting me hard
It's hitting me harder than I thought
I say, "I'm happy for you"
I'm not that happy for you
Faking a smile, falling apart, you're breaking my heart
It's hitting me harder than I thought
I say, "I'm happy for you"
I'm not that happy for you

I got no resentment for you or how we ended
Funny how there's no one to blame
Call me optimistic or stupid if I'm wishing
You'd call me from the party and say

I wanna be wherever you are, it's hitting me hard
It's hitting me harder than I thought
I say, "I'm happy for you"
I'm not that happy for you
Faking a smile, falling apart, you're breaking my heart
It's hitting me harder than I thought
I say, "I'm happy for you" (I say, "I'm happy for you")
I'm not that happy for you (I'm not that happy for you)