i just need time

(album: modern dating and heartbreak - 2021)

I did the unthinkable
I pulled you close and let you go
You couldn't even save yourself
(Save yourself)
I was trying to fill a void in me
But I was just avoiding me
(Avoiding me)
I was trying to save myself

Oh I just need time
I'm trying to clear my head now
Such a long night
I'm feeling like I'm dead now
It's a grave sight
Got me off a med now
Fuck up my mind
I'm trying to see the end now
But the weeks fly by
I don't feel like me
Got a girl on the side
Saying "come see me"
I'm ashamed I might
I'm afraid I'd be
Fucking up
Fucking up
Fucking up
Fucking up
Oh

I'm trying to break it down, baby
I got a lot of doubts, baby
I'm trying to make it out, make it out
I got a lot of dark thoughts

I been low
I been low
I been low and getting low
Shoulda known
Shoulda known
That I'm so incapable
Of this love
That I won't
Ever really feel a pulse
In my heart it's not your fault
Girl I want it and I don't
I been sunk
I been slow
I'm just trying to stay afloat
Got a hoe
And she blow
I'm addicted to that throat
When I'm low
I go low
Break her heart I take her soul
On the couch, on the floor
I don't ever sleep alone anymore

Don't ever sleep alone anymore
Don't ever sleep alone anymore
Never sleep alone anymore

Oh I just need time
I'm trying to clear my head now
Such a long night
I'm feeling like I'm dead now
It's a grave sight
Got me off a med now
Fuck up my mind
I'm trying to see the end now
But the weeks fly by
I don't feel like me
Got a girl on the side
Saying "come see me"
I'm ashamed I might
I'm afraid I'd be
Fucking up
Fucking up
Fucking up
Oh

You fall asleep
I'll see you in your dreams
I'm so sorry
I'm sorry
Yeah