The Side I Never Show

Got drunk for the third time this week
It's only Wednesday
It's not like I could be asleep
Not with these memories
And I tell my friends that I've been doing alright
Getting back on my feet
Now she's outta my life
I guess the truth is I've been faking a smile
Never been good with my feelings
I just lock them inside

I hate you to see me like this
The side that I never show
It kills me to say I miss you
Cos I had to let you go I'm
Suffering, slowly, silently
Struggling, I can't hide my grief
I hate you to see me like this
The side that I never show

I've not been leaving the flat
It helps me feel like your nearer
Instead of facing the facts
I face the man in the mirror
And I can't pretend that I've been doing alright
Losing half of myself
Now you're not by my side
I guess the truth is I've been saving my pride
I'm not asking for help
You know what I'm like

Oh I hate it
I hate you to see me like this
The side that I never show
It kills me to say I miss you
Cos I had to let you go I'm
Suffering, slowly, silently
Struggling, I can't hide my grief
I hate you to see me like this
The side that I never show

I'm on the ground and at your mercy
Don't stick around, don't watch me hurting
Cos I

I hate you to see me like this
The side that I never show
It kills me to say I miss you
Cos I had to let you go I'm
Suffering, slowly, silently
Struggling, I can't hide my grief
I hate you to see me like this
The side that I never show