Hardest Part

I'm so tired of not feeling anything
So tired of feeling so empty
Where did everything go as wrong
As wrong as I've always been treated before?
When all I ever really wanted
Was to love and be loved in return
But I

I've lost my key and now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find, it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in is the hardest part

You say, babe, I want you so
I say I'm so sorry, so sorry, but I gotta let you go
God I hate to say this to you but I think, I think
It's best we stay apart
So run, run, run while you can
'Cause I hurt everything that crosses my path
It's just who I am

I've lost my key and now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying hard to find it
But every key that I find, it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in is the hardest part
Letting you in is the hardest part
Letting you in is the hardest part
The hardest part

Oh I know deep down I want you so
'Cause I dream of us on the beach, sand in our toes
Dancing around the early hours of the morning, hand in hand
Softly, slowly falling in love with you

I've lost my key and now I can't let anyone in
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But every key that I find, it don't fit
And this house is so full and messy
This house I call my head
And I'm trying so hard to find it
But letting you in is the hardest part