Starting Over / Slow Down

(album: Mother Nature - 2019)

I was fighting nothing
You're so God damn impossible, it hurts
I fall on the purpose and all my worth
I'm at my worst now

I was starting over
I walk through the city and come undone
I count on the seasons to fill me up
They fill me up now

And what if I need
What I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?

And what if I need
What I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?

Now I'm six years older
I walk past the feelings of giving up
Spent days all alone out in Central Park
It's like I'm getting closer now

But I'm still hanging over
Still cut from the plight of a former love
I swear that I needed it all
I leave everyday with my faults

And what if I need
What I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?

And what if I need
What I won't share?
What if I run?
Will you meet me out there?
Will you meet me out there?

Run away, I wanna run away
A feeling that I couldn't stop
The seasons of fear that I'm gone
Maybe I fucked it all

Run away, I wanna run away
A feeling that I couldn't stop
The seasons of fear that I'm gone
Maybe I fucked it all this time

Run away, I wanna run away
(And what if I need)
(What I won't share?)
A feeling that I couldn't stop
(What if I run?)
The seasons of fear that I'm gone
(Will you meet me out there?)
Maybe I fucked it all
(Will you meet me out there?)

Run away, I wanna run away
(And what if I need)
(What I won't share?)
A feeling that I couldn't stop
(What if I run?)
The seasons of fear that I'm gone
(Will you meet me out there?)
Maybe I fucked it all this time
(Will you meet me out there?)

I breathe in the open air
All of my words will run out
All of my nightmares are heavy
I scatter them out on the ground

You can see through my broken stare
Lost in the color of the sound
Even if I wasn't ready
The silence is coming now

I feel the weight of it, I feel them all (And I slow down)
I see the long road winding down (I am so so down)
I feel the pain in it, I feel it all (And I slow down)
I see it almost dying now (I am so so down)

I breathe in the open air
All of my words will run out
All of my nightmares are heavy
I scatter them out on the ground

You can see through my broken stare
Lost in the color of the sound
Even if I wasn't ready
The silence is coming now

I feel the weight of it, I feel them all (And I slow down)
I see the long road winding down (I am so so down)
I feel the pain in it, I feel it all (And I slow down)
I see it almost dying now (I am so so down)