Somebody I'm Not

I'm not really one to go out drinking
I'm better at home all by myself overthinking
Most people I know, they live for the weekend
Maybe it's me, maybe I'm way too deep in my feelings

Everybody seems to know all the rules
But nobody knows

I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuss
Of making friends, making friends
While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water
To pretend, I pretend

To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm not, I'm not

I keep checking the time every minute
Wondering when it won't be rude to say that I'm leaving
I don't like the songs, I'm not good at dancing
I got two left feet, can't find the beat, don't find it relaxing

Everybody seems to know all the rules
But nobody knows

I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuss
Of making friends, making friends
While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water
To pretend, I pretend

To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm not, I'm not

Hang out with the smokers outside
To get away from all the noise and hide
Hang out with the smokers outside
To get away from all the noise and hide

I'd rather be alone instead of having all the fuss
Of making friends, making friends
While everybody's drinking vodka I'm just drinking water
To pretend, I pretend

To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm
To be somebody I'm, I'm not, I'm not
To be somebody I'm not