Wounded

(album: Pain Paints Paintings - 2021)

LexNour

[Dax:]
Look inside my eyes I'm wounded, wounded, wounded
They think I'm fine but I can't do this, do this, do this
The pain deep inside my eyes, tells stories that's I can't recite
They think I'm fine but I might lose it, lose it, lose it

I tried move on, I tried to replace
Changed patterns stopped eating at our favorite place
I'm in a dangerous cycle of self loathing and hate
I wanna sleep but when I do I fucking see your face
Reliving past times is how I pass time
Oh you say your sorry, bitch
That's what you said the last time
I thought we were a fairy tale, the story ended then you sold it back to me and tried to paint me as the bad guy
Don't try to act like you ain't take me granted
After months of taking care of you repairing your damage
I spent time, money, you were taking advantage
And then you came up with some bullshit and you totally vanished
Fuck
Just 'cause I'm a man that doesn't mean that I cannot cry
And just because they love you doesn't mean that they will not lie
People change and grow apart I know we cut ties
But sometimes I still wonder how you did it and I ask why

Look inside my eyes I'm wounded, wounded, wounded
They think I'm fine but I can't do this, do this, do this
The pain deep inside my eyes, tells stories that's I can't recite
They think I'm fine but I might lose it, lose it, lose it

[Clever:]
Every knife is a sword fight, every thought is a war
And every mirror holds reflection of a battle that I'm not winning anymore
I took that knife from my back and I put that knife in my fist
And I took that knife from my fist and I put that knife to my wrist
I ain't never been good at love but fuck it I'll take a stab at it
Just got a bad habit of letting people close to me that ain't suppose to be
But supposedly you changed
But I don't feel the same
And you should feel ashamed
But the truth still remains that I'm wounded
You think I'm fine but I can't do this, no

[Dax:]
Look inside my eyes I'm wounded, wounded, wounded
They think I'm fine but I can't do this, do this, do this
The pain deep inside my eyes, tells stories that's I can't recite
They think I'm fine but I might lose it, lose it, lose it