Half Alive

(album: School Of Thought - 2021)

Lately I'm not feeling like myself
When I've been living
In a frustrated medicated hell
I think I wanna get black out
I wanna feel infinity
I think I want it like right now
Just being here is killing me

'Cause lately I'm not feeling like myself
And I think I could really use some help

I'm half alive
I've been losing sleep
Over nothing and everything
Is there meaning in misery?
I'm half alive
I've been counting sheep
Is it nothing or everything?
Maybe right here in front of me
I'm living half alive
I'm living half alive

Lately I don't like being awake
'Cause all that means is
Fighting uphill battles everyday
I think I wanna get black out
I wanna be infinity
I think I want it like right now
Somebody show me some clarity

'Cause lately I'm not feeling like myself
And I think I could really use some help

I'm half alive
I've been losing sleep
Over nothing and everything
Is there meaning in misery?
I'm half alive
I've been counting sheep
Is it nothing or everything?
Maybe right here in front of me
I'm living half alive
I'm living half alive
I'm living half alive

I'm gonna wake up, yeah I've gotta wake up
I'm gonna wake, I'm gotta wake, I'm gonna wake up
Am I half alive (am I half alive), am I half alive?
Am I fucking sick?
Am I half alive (am I half alive), am I half alive?

Lately I'm not feeling like myself
And I think I could really use some help

I'm half alive
I've been losing sleep
Over nothing and everything
Is there meaning in misery?
I'm half alive
I've been counting sheep
Is it nothing or everything?
Maybe right here in front of me
I'm living half alive
I'm living half alive
Am I half alive?

(I'm living half alive
I'm living half alive)