It Ain't Easy

(album: What Is There - 2020)

Could you feel me, melting in your hand?
The last time you saw me, I was blacked out in the van
Disregarding every single red light that I saw
I blew past a speed trap, now I'm in trouble with the law

For the longest time, I would try
To get in line
But it ain't easy
And I found it hard to be myself
Without your help
But it ain't easy (easy, easy)

In your suit you're dancing on my stage
Sipping pink lemonade, I'm rolling in my grave
Thought I was dead but I am better now
Proving those in doubt I'll never let you down

For the longest time, I would try
To get in line
But it ain't easy
And I found it hard to be myself
Without your help
But it ain't easy

Too wrong to make it right
Too proud to let it die
Before I say good night
I'll have my hands up
Too wrong to make it right
Too proud to let it die
Before I say good night
I'll have my hands up
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh

Too wrong to make it right (Ooh)
Too proud to let it die (Ooh)
Before I say good night (Ooh)
I'll have my hands up (Ooh, ooh-ooh)
Too wrong to make it right (Ooh)
Too proud to let it die (Ooh)
Before I say good night
I'll have my hands up