Damaged

(album: Chapter 25: Domonique - 2019)

I know I talk my shit when I get mad
And have you feeling hella bad, though
I don't want those problems
'Cause I just want us to last, yo
I'm so insecure
I'm always thinking 'bout the past, bro
But every time I see you
I forgive you 'cause that ass, though
I, am so scared of love
I'm frightened, I can't think
I'm tryna stay afloat, but this very boat
Feels like it's 'bout to sink
So I gotta lay down a couple drinks
So I don't overthink, it's over me
I'm having baby fever
Put a fetus in my ovaries

'Cause I'm so scared
What if this time I get hurt?
And what if this time it is worse?
And what if you don't put me first?
And what if you fall outta love
It's like my heart taking a risk
And I know if you fucking break it, babe
I will never be fixed

'Cause I'm so scared
What if this time I get hurt?
And what if this time it is worse?
And what if you don't put me first?
And what if you fall outta love
It's like my heart taking a risk
And I know if you fucking break it, babe
I will never be fixed

Please
Please don't hurt me, I can't take it
All this loving, I can't fake it
All these feelings, can't erase it
But one day I gotta face it 'cause I'm damaged
Motherfuckers done stabbed me up in my heart
I got a bandage, maybe I need therapy
Because I'm triggered, you trigger me, but don't [?]
When you get close I always think
That you be fucking with your friends
When you make plans I get so mad
Because I been through pain, I been through rain
And I know I need help, it's me
I been through blame, I been through games

'Cause I'm so scared
What if this time I get hurt?
And what if this time it is worse?
And what if you don't put me first?
And what if you fall outta love
It's like my heart taking a risk
And I know if you fucking break it, babe
I will never be fixed

'Cause I'm so scared
What if this time I get hurt?
And what if this time it is worse?
And what if you don't put me first?
And what if you fall outta love
It's like my heart taking a risk
And I know if you fucking break it, babe
I will never be fixed

(Just want us to last, yo
Just want us to last, yo
Just want us to last, yo
Just want us to last)