Desolation

(album: Demons - 2015)

Damn

(Do me, Doobie!)

Do you ever notice that when you're happy it's like you enjoy the music?
But when you're sad, you understand the lyrics?

This life is real...

I plan on getting high, so you know I got my wings
All we got is time, I ain't worried bout a thing
Please wake me up, I'm stuck in a dream
I believe in make believe, but this shit here ain't what it seems

Can somebody wake me up from this dream
I can't remember anything
Deep down inside I feel to scream
These drugs have got the best of me
There is not much left of me
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Hold my breath because I don't wanna breathe

Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
If I shall die before I wake
I pray the Lord my soul to take
I ain't got much time to make shit right
So I'm ah start tomorrow
Hoping that my time will end tonight
And free me of my sorrow

But what the fuck do I look like off to myself
Somebody offer me help
I'm trapped in this state of mind
Where I'm stuck between dreaming and wasting time

So fuck sleepin on it, I'm chasin mine
Feed me my opponents or feed me lines
They say I ain't shit, they ain't never lied
Cause I'm paying to sit but ain't pay my tithes

But I plan on getting high, so you know I got my wings
All we got is time, I ain't worried bout a thing
Somebody wake me up, I'm stuck in a dream
I believe in make believe, cause it ain't never what it seems

I plan on getting high, so you know I came prepared
Can't tell if it's a demon or an angel that I'm hearing
But it's tuming every dream I see into nightmares
The real reason I can't sleep – cause I'm scared
I ain't scared to say it... Fuck

Can somebody wake me up from this dream
I can't remember anything
Deep down inside I feel to scream
These drugs have got the best of me
There is not much left of me
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Hold my breath because I don't wanna breathe

I overdosed now im throwing up
Reality hit me like golden gloves
Drugs chose me I'm the chosen one
I love all of em, and the holy one

They all hit the spot like hole in one
I got kush ball, nigga grow you some
You gonna learn one day it ain't y'all
It's the lean, nigga pour me up

I got money on my mind
You got shit from the past on yours
Just, just relax and relapse, relapse and relax
One hit feel like that victory lap
There's bugs inside me, my soul's infested
This rap shit, my soul's infested Gucci

Can somebody wake me up from this dream
I can't remember anything
Deep down inside I feel to scream
These drugs have got the best of me
There is not much left of me
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Hold my breath because I don't wanna breathe

They ain't used to fuck wit me
Now everybody bumpin me
Wanna say what's up to me
Sit down and smake a blunt with me

Fuck who didn't fuck with me
Fuck with y'all really can't even fuck with me
Stop the fuckery, everybody suckin me
No sucka, I'm sucka free
How can I believe in something that I can't see

And plus they keep judging me
I'm ah junkie, druggie teen
I'm anything you want me to be
Im just a fiend that won't achieve
Or reach the finer things
Because I'm too high off the finest weed
I'm so a finally free, finally, finally
Ain't no finding me, I'm in the cut just like hide and seek
Is this the deep sleep or is this another bad dream

You know I got my wings
All we got is time, I ain't worried bout a thing
Please wake me up, I'm stuck in a dream
I believe in make believe but this shit here ain't what it seems

Can somebody wake me up from this dream
I can't remember anything
Deep down inside I feel to scream
These drugs have got the best of me
There is not much left of me
Now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
Hold my breath because I don't wanna breathe