At My Worst

(album: Reverberating Silence - 2019)

Wait up, wait up
This doesn't feel right
Caught up, caught up
Inside my own mind
I need to know
If you've been thinking of me
And only of me

You know, you know
I've been here before
Don't want it anymore, nah
Cause I'm all alone
Just go, just go
I've been pushing you away
But hope you can stay, yeah
I'm feeling so cold

Been through this over
And over, and over again
I can't stay focused
My motive is wearing thin
Will you be there when I'm at my worst?
I lose control when I'm so low, alone, I give in

Hold up, hold up
This doesn't feel right
I've had enough enough
Where do I draw the line?

I won't take back a thing
Even if it means it costs everything
But I'm so lost without you

You know, you know
I've been here before
Don't want it anymore, nah
Cause I'm all alone
Just go, just go
I've been pushing you away
But hope you can stay, yeah
I'm feeling so cold

Been through this over
And over, and over again
I can't stay focused
My motive is wearing thin
Will you be there when I'm at my worst?
I lose control when I'm so low, alone, I give in

I know, I know I'm not myself
But I don't, no I don't know who else to be
I'm so, I'm so out of control
(But I'm so lost without you)

Been through this over
And over, and over again
I can't stay focused
My motive is wearing thin
Will you be there when I'm at my worst?
I lose control when I'm so low, alone, I give in
Oh I give in