love, or the lack thereof

(album: evil twin - 2021)

I closed myself off in hopes of your love
Not my fault that I crave your attention
I want your tough love and all the bad stuff
Not the best, yeah I know

But I check my phone and shut it off
If you're alone, come shut me up

(Thought you were mine, love)
I'll dream about your fingers on me
You'll tell me that I'm wrong
(Thought you were mine, love)
I'll tell myself you'll always want me
You say I think too much but I thought you were mine, love

All of my friends say you're no good for me
I don't care, I'm aware that I'm wrong 'cause
I love attention, toxic retention
I don't care that I'm wrong

'Cause I check my phone and shut it off
If you're alone, come shut me up

(Thought you were mine, love)
I'll dream about your fingers on me
You'll tell me that I'm wrong
(Thought you were mine, love)
I'll tell myself you'll always want me
You say I think too much but I thought you were mine, love

If I'm all yours then take me back
If I'm all yours then take me back, take me back, take me back

I want it to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly
What you see in me
What you see in me
I want it to be so badly
I wanted to be so badly
What you see in me

(Thought you were mine, love)
I'll dream about your fingers on me
You'll tell me that I'm wrong
(Thought you were mine, love)
I'll tell myself you'll always want me
You say I think too much but I thought you were mine, love

If I'm all yours then take me back
If I'm all yours then take me back, take me back, take me back