Thirty Seconds

(album: AFFIRMATIONS - 2022)

It's breathing down my neck
Telling me that I'll feel better
If I let it end
I'll rid you of me forever

And if I go
What will be left of me
I'm caught in the in between
Of all of my faults
(Of all of my faults)

And if I don't
Will I be all alone?
What am I fighting for
If not for my life?
I know it's not right but

I wanna die
If I do won't regret it
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
I wanna die
With your name on my necklace
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds

It's climbing up my throat
Dragging me to unknown places
Giving up control
I don't have the strength to face it

And if I choke
What will be left of me
Only a memory
You don't wanna know

And if I don't
Will I be all alone?
What am I fighting for
If not for my life?
I know it's not right but

I wanna die
If I do won't regret it
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds
I wanna die
With your name on my necklace
Count down the breaths 'til I drop
Thirty seconds