Reaching 2

(album: ICYMI - 2022)

I saw the northern lights at 19
Path-finding in the sky and staying up like that shit easy
Feeling I might call and make a mill' just like it's easy
Why should I save a world that would never save me?
And I've been burning both ends
Like I'm tryna see the end of time
Fucking like we fell in love with wasted life
What you waiting for?
We won't always feel this good

Waiting for?
Yeah
(We won't always feel this)
How would the right time grant what you want?
(We won't always feel this)
Don't you wanna feel right standing on your ones?
On your ones

It's just how I feel some times
I told you it's gon' be alright
But I only hear about you through friends now

I didn't feel the time slip by
I didn't know that was a last goodbye
I guess we are who we are 'til we're not

And with my arms 'round my friends
'Til the bitter end
I don't really care
What you really said
I can break my heart by myself
Guess we are who we are 'til we're not
If it keeps going how it's been then we're gone
And if it's all in my head
I made peace with it
I'm still myself in the morning
I been waking up with a new friend
And their boyfriend and his new friends

So what you waiting for?
Build me up, I can't feel this enough
Called your bluff, I don't care if you walk this time
(I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching)
(I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching)

But it's just how I feel some times
I told you it's gon' be alright
I only hear about you through friends now
(Waiting for?)

I didn't feel the time slip by
(Help me up, I know God I saint done)
I didn't know that was a last goodbye
(It broke my heart, there's no blood, it was love)
I guess we are who are 'til we're not
(And it's done)

It's just how I feel some times
(So what you waiting for?)
I told you we're gon' be alright
(Is it the right time now that you're gone?)
But I only hear about you through friends now
(What if what you want just never gonna come now?)
(So what you want?)

I didn't feel the time slip by
Didn't know that was a last goodbye
Guess we are who are 'til we're not
And I don't wanna feel like I'm reaching
I don't want it