happy4u

(album: The D4tour - 2023)

I said I'm happy for you
But I know, that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you
Even though you're not mine

Late night staring at the ceiling
Scrolling thru my phone like that's the way that I've been dealin
I was made this way, can't escape thoughts of how I made mistakes
That's probably why I'm calling you again, oh
Just sayin yea ive got a feelin the feelin I've been erased with
Another heart that took the story we wrote and replaced it
But know you were right
You could find
Someone who was better, I
Know I never treated you like you were mine
I, I
I keep lying like
Life's not difficult
If I'm so over this
Then why am I missing you?
Said you couldn't live your life without me
Look at you, doin just fine there without me
I see you're doin okay
And I'mma lie like I'm doing the same

I said I'm happy for you
But I know, that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you
Even though you're not mine

I know you're turning a page
Movin and getting engaged
Finally see you're right a couple years too late
But if I could go back
I would be that whole half
I would try to save us
Hold you close and slow dance
And now I live just numbing the pain
Lately its been hard to look at this cuz baby I ain't really changed much
Stay up
Workin on this fake love from the people who don't give a fuck just tryin to replicate us
And I look at you
You've got a stranger in your photo
And forgot me, but know it's probably better for you
I pushed you away
And got the things I thought I wanted
But I still just feel the same
Said that I could live my life without you
Look at me, fallin apart here without you
You say you're doin great
And I lie right through my teeth when I say

I said I'm happy for you
But I know, that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you
Even though you're not mine

And I keep on callin
Hopin that you need me too
But you keep on movin on
Sayin that its best for you
You can live a fairy tale but I know you remember
Sayin it was me and you forever so
I will keep movin on
And pretend that I'm happy for you

I said I'm happy for you
But I know, that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you
Even though you're not mine

I said I'm happy for you
But I know, that I lied
When I said I could prove
That I need you by my side
And I'm just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz I'm happy for you
Even though you're not mine