Reality

(album: Chaotic - 2021)

We've been here before
But we'll never be here again
And you say you understand
But you never could
And it hurts me most to digest
How much all of this hurts you less
You held me tight
In my dream last night
And you told me that you were mistaken
It wasn't real, but I cling to the feel
And it left my realities breaking

Maybe I can't face this
My reality's breaking
Baby, I can't take it
My reality's breaking

Scribbled out in love letters
You told me I deserved better
It can't get better when I only wanted you
Now I can't erase it
My reality's breaking

And I'm expected
To let you forget my face
Lost and gone, without a trace
But I remember the feelings
I won't let them fade
I just can't accept our fate
We kissed so soft under stars
Now it seems like you're even further then they are
We loved and lost
At what cost did you think
It was worth it to gave me a fake out?

Maybe I can't face this
My reality's breaking
Baby, I can't take it
My reality's breaking

Even in the darkest street
I'd find you if you called for me
But I'm left here hopelessly
I hope you feel it too
Now I can't erase it
My reality's breaking

Ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah
Mmm, ah