God Complex

(album: Songs I Couldn't Write - 2023)

I miss the certainty I felt on Sunday mornings
I miss my family when we agreed on something
I sang the songs and thought that somebody was listening

I turned 13 called my anxiety conviction
Convinced myself gods in control it's just a feeling
I prayed for friends who lived in sin thought I was I different
Cause I, I thought I was right

I miss my God complex
When I knew what to believe
Everybodies wrong
And heaven
Was just a bullet from me
Nothing was scary
When my sins
Were forgiven
I really thought
Thoughts and prayers
Made a difference
I miss my God complex

Turns out it's hard not being sure of how it ends
Cause I'd like there's still a heaven in a sense
I wish I knew I wish I had that confidence
Ignorance is bliss and now I know
Real life is a bitch man I kinda miss my
Ignorance is bliss and now I know
Real life is a bitch

I miss my God complex
When I knew what to believe
Everybodies wrong
And heaven
Was just a bullet from me
Nothing was scary
When my sins
Were forgiven
I really thought
Thoughts and prayers
Made a difference
I miss my God complex
I miss my God complex

I miss my...
I miss my...

I miss my God complex
Don't know what to believe
But if there's a God he wouldn't
Tell you who you should be or who to love
Or where you go when you die
But it's scary not to know if you're right