dear nick

(album: loneliest b!tch in america - 2022)

I keep wishing, I could feel your lips
One last kiss when I was still ignorant
And I know you claim you don't think about me
You're probably listening to music way too indie for me

But I still cry when I see your name
'Cause you're watching my stories but you're numb to the pain
And you're not mine and it's embarrassing to say
That I can't move on and you're well on your way

Dear Nick, I wish you hid it just a little bit
Better that you're better
Wish I never fucking wrote that letter
Nick, I wish you missed me just a little bit
'Cause I'm losing my pride over some fucking dumb guy named Nick

I know you and frankly I'm still cool
An I'm much too smart to let you anywhere near my heart
Excuse me, if I seem pretentious
But clearly I have lost my senses giving you my attention

But I still cry when I see your name
But you're streaming my music and I make money from my pain
You're not mine and it's embarrassing to say
That it took me this long to be well on my way

Dear Nick, I wish you hid it just a little bit
Better that you're better
Wish I never fucking wrote that letter
Nick, I wish you missed me just a little bit
'Cause I'm losing my pride over some fucking dumb guy named Nick

Ooh, ooh
I'm way too, way too good for this
Ooh, ooh

I always hated that name now it's all I can say
How dare you make me fall for you from three states away?
You don't deserve that praise, you're fucking lucky it's your day
I know you're probably so amazed by this fame
But don't forget you're still named Nick
I always hated that name so fucking basic
Oh I've moved on but you're still named Nick