Where We Going From Here...

(album: Unlearning, Vol. 1 - 2021)

Nothing's fun for self
So I only call my homies when I don't need help
Since a kid I never won't be felt
Since a kid I won't take no L's
Learned most from what I lost
So I take those fails
I kept moving down streets where I used to get dissed
They try to take shots but they usually miss
I never forgot where I came from
I'm straight off the block with the rain drum
I probably got socked once or twice you lose
No ice
So I never got rocked for my jewels
And that's life
I probably paid the price in other ways
In other words
Another bird
Another day
I'm trying to get away clean
I'm trying to get by at home and on my getaway team
I'm the Taylor and nobody's not suitable
I'm here to tell everybody that they're beautiful

So where we going from here...

The first day in a while that I woke up out the right side of bed
It's not my choice
I decided instead
It's not my voice that I'm needing to trust
When it's saying the wrong thing
And it's speaking too much
I don't
Over discuss
I'm not one for confrontation
Complications
And drawn out conversations
Give me peace and let me be
The rest'll see
I'm still cheffing up the recipe
It's a WIP until the day Ev's
DOA and I see my G's
I've been thinking
What's the point of this life
And start writing
Pen to my paper in dark
And spark lightning
There's human in misfortune
Beauty in distortion
I run till my dreams burnt out
That's where the torch ends
I never dreamt that we'd go to where promoters flown us
I've been gunning for my seed
To see that owner bonus

So where we going from here...
Been a hell of a day
Been a hell of a year

I'ma make it all count when I'm making routes
I make it great
Chase the clouds
But ain't chasing clout
I might trace my steps
From the booth
Back and forth
To the drum machine
I pace my reps
Even when I'm off my square
I keep it pushing
I might be getting low
But still I keep a little cushion
For Ghost & Rae
Rainy days
I save my rest
So I save a little extra
And blaze my best

So where we going from here...
Been a hell of a day
Been a hell of a year