How It Had Been

(album: In The Beginning There Was... - 2000)

I thought that you'd forgotten me
And it's plain to see why
And I won't pretend to be
Not at all angry or try not to cry

So, forgive me if I just let it out
And, believe me I won't mean to shout
But I need! Oh! I need.
Oh I need to

I must say it's not been fun
And more than a little dumb for too long
They say that time heals everything
But I think that's a bunch of shit
Oh, how they're wrong

So, forgive me if I just let it out
And believe me I won't mean to shout
If you read me than just let me spout off
But I need! Oh! I need.
Ooohhhh I need to

And I hope you can recall the love from before it all
Even though I know it'll never again
Be how it had been

And I want you to know now I miss you even more
For I know, it'll never again
Be how it had been

So, forgive me if I just let it out
And believe me I won't mean to shout
If you read me than just let me spout off

If you still need me, don't make me walk out
And know it's silly of me that I might still pout

But I need
Oh… I need
Oh… I need to