3 AM In Camden

(album: HELLO I'M VULNERABLE - 2023)

Last night, you said we were more than just friends
Now your voice plays over again in my head
Ketamine and cocaine on the night stand
Now I got a feeling for how this is going to end
It's midnight, he's laying next to you instead
The same side where you told me you love me to death
Is this withdrawal or heart beating out my chest
Fuck you very much for leaving my life a mess

I can't take you back, your lies are just a memory
I hate the thought of you and me now

But I don't mind, love me for tonight, and baby, waste my time
Swear I'm tired of sleeping in the silence
Fuck, I wish that we could just rewind this
Back to when you need me again

I think it's time to let go of the past
About time I listen to all of my friends
And tell you, my mommy, I needed you bad
It's so true, I get weak when you climb in by bed
Cigarette dimly lit on the nightstand
A secret, wonder where you and I stand
A cold world and an ice-cold girl
It's so cruel that you don't deserve

I can't take you back, your lies are just a memory
I hate the thought of you and me now

But I don't mind, love me for tonight, and baby, waste my time
Swear I'm tired of sleeping in the silence
Fuck, I wish that we could just rewind this
Back to when you need me again

Can't go back home, I know I'll end up in your bed
If hearts break slow, then why's it hurt up in my head?
Scrolled through your phone and now I'm wishing I was dead
Some breaks can't mend, I think I'll take my medicine
In my descent of sense, I'm blitzing your memories
Is this a case in point or how I just want it to be?
If we're all made for love, then God took no time on me
I told you from the jump I'd jump ship before we sink

It's took me years to trust, for you, my guard, I'd drop it, love
Your validation-seeking's up, across the pond, you fucked it up

I don't mind, love me for tonight, and baby, waste my time
Swear I'm tired of sleeping in the silence
Fuck, I wish that we could just rewind this
Back to when you need me again