Maybe Two, Or Twenty

Sometimes.
I kiss my scars.
It's over with
Is this it?

Sometimes.
I breathe in deep.
Lungs close up
I wish you married me.

Sometimes.
I break down.
Give up everything.
But then I think.

About you,
You're so strong,
You're so strong.

It's been 2 years since we even talked.
But I still call hoping you'll pick up

It kills me to know took your life.
No one even knows
You were my star and sky.

Drift away,
I could lie and try to say
That I'm the same.
Don't watch me cry over your grave.
I'll take a drink.
Maybe two, or twenty.

You're watching me.
Kiss another on the face
I feel guilty.
Though you aren't here,
I don't dare to erase.
I still pay for your phone
So I can hear you speak,
Hear you...

Drift away,
I could lie and try to say
That I'm the same.
Don't watch me cry over your grave.
I'll take a drink.
Maybe two, or twenty.