Complicated

(album: My First Love - 2023)

Complicated
I wake up to it each and everyday
I need to find a way to get through
Can I depend on you
For I'm raging
From stories in my mind that I have told
It's time for me to wake up, take control
But where do I begin

The prayer I say each night brings me comfort
Until I wake to see the rising sun
I take a step, one after the other
I'm trying to find my way back, to my one

Sooner or later
The truth of what I know will then be told
The doors once shut, will open up again I know
Chains will no longer hold
Want to get back
To where the story started days ago
No need to let myself down anymore
Renewing just let it go, let it go

This precious gift of life that I have been given
Must reach to higher heights above the stars
Put all excuses behind, look no further
Stand in the place where victory can be won

No, no more waiting
Around for permission from anyone
I'm smart enough to know my right from my wrong
Lesson learned long ago
Tear, tear all these walls down
That hold and bound my body every every every day
Send fear away, erase what's in my way
Greatness still lives in me
I see I must succeed
These are complicated times

Do do do do do do
Do...