The Bongo Song

The light sneaks in from under the door
I don't know where I am, but I've been here before
I found a message on the table, it's signed by you
It says "I'm sorry for your loss, there's not much I can do"
And when they ask how long it's been this way,
Say not that long, just a couple of days
But you and I know that's not true
I've been living this way since the day I met you

And I could see myself never fully recovering
And I could see myself turning blue
And I could see myself never fully recovering
And I could see myself dying for you

If I don't leave now, then I'll be late
But if I show up on time, you'll call me fake
And don't give me shit, I put my money in
I thought that I'd be late, where the fuck have you been?
And what we had did not last long,
But the memories flood back when I sing this song
I want back everything I ever gave
And when they ask where I am, say "digging his grave"

And I could see myself never fully recovering
And I could see myself turning blue
And I could see myself never fully recovering
And I could see myself dying for. I could see myself dying for
I could see myself dying for you. Dying for you.