Virgin

(album: Flying Machines - 2022)

I got my superstitions
I got my own conditions
I got my judgments but my jury stays silent
My heart is understated
Electrified and jaded
Don't know a good thing 'til it's slipping through my hands

Say that you're a realest like you really see the truth
Tell me will you take me as I am?
Me and all my theories, I know I should cut 'em lose
Caught on all the walls are closing down

Now you got me nervous
And I think it's working
Underneath the surface, I feel new
Even though I'm cursed with
All these heavy burdens
I feel like a virgin here with you

Now it's almost like my wrongs are right
With open eyes, my broken life is almost flawless
Even though I'm cursed with
All these heavy burdens
I feel like a virgin here with you

I don't wanna have to push you through it
This is something that I don't wanna ruin
You got a way of looking right through me
Riding to the bottom, what do you see?
Selfishly hoping that you don't, ever get pictures of my ghost
But still they talk behind these walls
When will they stop?

Now you got me nervous
And I think it's working
Underneath the surface, I feel new
Even though I'm cursed with
All these heavy burdens
I feel like a virgin here with you

Now it's almost like my wrongs are right
With open eyes, my broken life is almost flawless
Even though I'm cursed with
All these heavy burdens
I feel like a virgin here with you

I've got no bones, from my past lives
We've all been lost, baby, in your eyes
I'm at your throne, I'm by your side
I'm born again, like I've been baptized

Now you got me nervous
And I think it's working
Underneath the surface, I feel new
Even though I'm cursed with
All these heavy burdens
I feel like a virgin here with you

Now it's almost like my wrongs are right
With open eyes, my broken life is almost flawless
Even though I'm cursed with
All these heavy burdens
I feel like a virgin here with you