I HATE EVERYTHING

Uh, well, look
I've always been myself
But how could I be much better?
Funny, that's always the question
Sadly, I don't got the answers
Happiness always a stretch and
Afraid I'll grow tired and end it
I know that I really am selfish
Guess I'm less impressive than expected

Xannies, I took under pressure
They couldn't help my depression
I was alone and neglected
I cannot say my discretion
I had to send 'em a message
I had to show 'em I'm [?]
I carry this burden, so hectic
Said I hate everything and I meant it

I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it (Ayy, ayy)

I choke myself outta submission
And typically, that I don't mention
And I fucked the mud in trenches
And I had to swallow my business
'Cause nobody knew what I know
And funny that that was the issue
And nobody knew what I spoke
'Cause they never had care 'bout my interests
So I had to grow up in inches
Always a nimwit, [?] suspicions
Become what I knew that they would since I dreamt it
Funny how shit gets connected
And straight up, I knew how these people be thinking
I feel it, I know it, I sense it
And I recognize everyone is what they isn't
And even the best get they shit split
It's absurd, but it's life and I live it
I'm afraid of the light and I'm timid
So accustomed to sitting and hoping I fix all my problems
I never stop of bitching
And I'm sorry but now, it's fuck everything
Hope I live to give Ruby that wedding ring
As I promise I keep all my promises
But I promise, I can't promise anything

Everything I know is telling me to run
[?] myself
I'm getting nervous here
I'm numb

Xannies, I took under pressure
They couldn't help my depression
I was alone and neglected
I cannot say my discretion
I had to send 'em a message
I had to show 'em I'm [?]
I carry this burden, so hectic
Said I hate everything and I meant it

I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it
I hate everything and I meant it (Ayy, ayy)

That's not cool
Are you okay?
That's not cool