IDK

(album: This Time Next Year - 2022)

I don't know what it is that I see in you
And I don't even know what I want
I don't understand what you came here for
Can't you find some other heart to haunt?

I think that this was always meant to end this way
There never was a time we were in sync
Can't pretend to reminisce there were no good old days
But please don't try to tell me what to think

I don't know what it is that I think should be
If I could I don't know what it is I changed
I have these expectations that aren't fair of me
Maybe I just really like the pain

I don't know why it is that I can't talk to you
I've always worn my feelings on my shirt
It doesn't make much sense that we would want this still
But I think secretly deep down we like to hurt

The game was always how could we manipulate
This last to make it feel like something real
I know you think that everything we had was fake
But I won't try to tell you how to feel

I can't begin to say what you mean to me
I can't even begin to tell you why
As much as I would never like to see you again
Please don't make this song our last goodbye