20/20

(album: Broken - 2020)

I feel like the greatest, only been at this for two years
Thank God this all happened so quick
Fashion be the latest, money coming in but so do hatred
This ain't how I pictured, but I faced it
Emotions, I erased it, forget having feelings, I replaced it
Should've peeped that feeling from the basis
This when the mistakes hit, tired of getting caught up in this fakeness
I just can't sit comfy with no fakeness

I been holding demons inside, I can't lie
So if you ain't ready to live, then don't try
I gotta make it home so my mama don't cry
I'd rather do the best, o' this time will go by
Feel the rain, so numb, I don't feel none
Haters still running 'round with no chill button
Still be rolling in the town, finding chill zone
Let em take the money enough the bill I don't buy none

And I keep the gang with me, try it, bet we air this
Everybody get it, if it's static, won't spare this
Really on my bully, 2020, we ain't playing
That was for everything, don't care 'bout what you saying
Mama, she was praying, I was on that clock late
Really put in thirteen years of work but then I got paid
Suddenly, catch me stepping into church because that tock pay
Big double g's on my shirt, no karate
Cut what the opps say, cut what the cops say
I'm on my phone TNT that's a wawei
If you feel a way, Tik Tok, what the clock say
All my coobies tryna catch the bag, that's the pop way

I just want my name to be around when I ain't here
Living in the moment, but I want this it for years
They like, "Gavin, bro, you made it", I still feel like I ain't there
A lot of people hated, I said, "forget it, I don't care 'cause I'm taking off"
I'ma soon be the greatest, taking off
I'ma soon be the greatest, taking off
I'ma soon be the greatest
I'ma soon be the greatest

What did they did not say, got me going crazy
Everybody tryna reach for clout like it's wavy
Guess I'm just too real, I stood solid, how they made me
I can never be a goofy even if they paid me
Songs too heat now, everything is wavy
Lot of haters think it's competition, they amaze me
I was going downhill, Youtube kinda saved me
Gotta keep the hard work, ain't no getting lazy
Crushing opposition kinda sorta got me dazy
Think you'd last a day up in my shoes, then come trade me
Yo, I need a billion in blues like I'm Jay-Z
Huh, R.I.P. to musically
Look, I'm cooking up, got the sauce like it's gravy
If you want a feature, get your money right and pay me
Still, when the time come, it might be a maybe
It depend on the type of record that you gon' play me
I can't do a wack verse, industry would trade me
Every time you hear my name, you know I'm going crazy
Really, in my eye kid, LA really made me
Really had the same goal and dream since a baby (ooh)

I just want my name to be around when I ain't here
Living in the moment, but I want this it for years
They like, "Gavin, bro, you made it", I still feel like I ain't there
A lot of people hated, I said, "forget it, I don't care 'cause I'm taking off"
I'ma soon be the greatest, taking off
I'ma soon be the greatest, taking off
I'ma soon be the greatest
I'ma soon be the greatest

I been holding demons inside, I can't lie
So if you ain't ready to live, then don't try
I gotta make it home so my mama don't cry
I'd rather do the best, o' these time will go by
Feel the rain, so numb, I don't feel non
Haters still running 'round with no chill button
Still be rolling in the town, finna chill zone
Let em take the money for the bill I won't buy none