Losing My Grip

(album: The Last Thing I Want Is Help - 2020)

Broke up, wouldn't say die
I don't think I make it to 25
Last year, we so petrified
Tastes like cigarette shit don't get me high
All feeling is dead inside
Remember being kid, just starting life
Falling into place but I don't wanna try
It's 6 AM and I can't sleep at night

Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

What if I just can't seem to wash off the pain that I had?
What if I just can't seem to make it through the darkness in my path?
I see that I'm losing my reality
This is my lucid dream, this is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream
This is my lucid dream

These games of staying of play got me feeling like I need a break
I'm through all this, I need some to pull through this
I'm done with all your hate
I'm done with all this pain
I can't take another day of feeling ashamed
I can't take another day of feeling insane
I can't handle all of this, handle all of this

My dearest I write to you
The letter that still forced me true
Something about how I feel alright
Let me get fucking real
I'm sick of all this hate
I can't take another day of all this pain
Can't stand on when you always on my brain
All I want to do is make you go away

Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick

Broke up, wouldn't say die
I don't think I make it to 25
Last year, we so petrified
Tastes like cigarette shit don't get me high
All feeling is dead inside
Remember being kid, just starting life
Falling into place but I don't wanna try
It's 6 AM and I can't sleep at night

Here's to another sleepless night
Good luck trying to survive
You've been trapped at reality
I hope this isn't where I peak
I see that I'm sick, I'm losing my grip
I see that I'm sick, I see that I'm sick
Losing my grip, I see that I'm sick
I see that I'm sick