Guilty

(album: Me And My Past - 2023)

Crying
On the plane
After being home for the holidays
I wish I could stay
But I really can't
Mom said
"Call me when
When you get back to your apartment"
I don't know
When I'll get
To hold her hand again

Cause life goes by so quickly
Being in different cities

Oh I guess that I feel guilty
For leaving my whole family
For going after what I want
They just want me to be happy
And sometimes it all feels silly
Like my dreams are laughing at me
Cause what's it worth
If I can't be with the ones who built me?
Oh I feel guilty
Mmmm
Mmmm
Oh I feel guilty
Mmmm
Mmmm

It's funny
I remember when
I would dream of the life that I'm living in
No one told me
It has a price
I'm missing out on my parents' lives
It gets harder and harder to carry
Worrying 'bout if they're feeling lonely
Cause I'm feeling it now
Knowing time will run out
And it scares me

Oh I guess that I feel guilty
For leaving my whole family
For going after what I want
They just want me to be happy
And sometimes it all feels silly
Like my dreams are laughing at me
Cause what's it worth
If I can't be with the ones who built me?
Oh I feel guilty
Mmmm
Mmmm
Oh I feel guilty
Mmmm
Mmmm
Oh I feel guilty
Mmmm
Mmmm
Oh I feel guilty
Mmmm
Mmmm
Oh I feel guilty